Showing posts with label Ordination. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ordination. Show all posts

Monday, April 10, 2023

Resetting the Bones: A Sermon for the Easter Vigil, Year A


I find the toughest thing about Holy Week preaching is to come up with words to match the story we're telling that don't sound as if I'm just repeating old tropes over and over. Writing four sermons is also very challenging. And, as much as I do enjoy insights from commentaries, I also think that the worst sin preachers commit is when we get too worried about staying "above the fray" if you will and not drawing on our own relationship with the Holy, which, hopefully, we have one that we have experienced and tended to through our own prayer life. I have personally hated those times when I am listening to my priest preach a sermon knowing full well that half of what their saying is not even remotely close to the person they present to me and others when they're out of the pulpit. 

That's why I was so happy that I took the time on Tuesday of Holy Week to attend the service where the bishop, priests and deacons renew our ordination vows. As I sat in the pew in Cordele, I contemplated and reviewed in my mind's eye all the bumps, bruises, joys, sorrows, struggles, rejections, affirmations, and a-ha's that I had experienced along my faith journey... from the time I was an acolyte at Christ Church in Exeter, NH, to the first affirmation at St. Thomas in Thomasville as a deacon, and then that incredible moment of feeling all those hands on me as I became a priest at St. Barnabas in Valdosta. 

In all of it, I experienced the promise of God, a God who has come to the aid of all who have ever been rejected by the church or society or both. 

To hear the sermon Bishop Logue delivered at that service... and to have had that review of my own path toward ordination... gave me some great words to share with the congregation assembled for The Great Vigil of Easter. 


Text: Ezekiel 37: 1-14

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We heard the reading from Ezekiel only a couple weeks ago. Our lectionary diviners paired it with the story of the raising of Lazarus.

Now we hear it in the context of the resurrection of Jesus.

And just a few days ago… it was brought to my attention again when I went to the service with Bishop Logue where priests and deacons renew our vows of ordination.

So wisdom tells me… if I hear something that many times and in such a short time span… I might want to pay attention to what is going on here.

I’ve already talked about the meaning behind this moment with the prophet of Ezekiel staring at a landscape littered with bones.

This is a metaphor for what has happened to Israel with one invasion after another… the scattering of the people… all the best minds captured and taken off to Babylon.

In some ways… this feels like an apt image for our times.

War has scarred and battered the people of Ukraine.

Violence and catastrophes have sent many fleeing from their homelands in the Middle East, Southeast Asia, and Central America.

And in our own country… we are deeply polarized along political lines to the point where we can’t seem to agree on basic facts. And some of the most marginalized groups are getting further shoved into the proverbial corners of society.

That question… “Can these bones live?”… is so haunting and feels so real under the circumstances.

Bishop Logue recalled the words he heard our late Presiding Bishop Frank Griswold speak when he was addressing the students and faculty at Virginia Theological Seminary. Griswold… who led a life steeped in prayer… quoted from the mystic Thomas Merton’s Seeds of Contemplation as he considered the Valley of Dry Bones. Merton wrote:

In the whole world, throughout the whole of history... Christ suffers dismemberment... All over the face of the earth the avarice and lust of [humans breeds] unceasing divisions among them, and the wounds that tear [people] from union with one another widen and open out into huge wars, murder, massacres...Christ is massacred in His members, torn limb from limb.”

Merton added: “As long as we are on earth the love that unites us will bring us suffering by our very contact with one another. Because of this, love is the resetting of a body of broken bones.”

Bishop Griswold applied Merton’s thinking to the Ezekiel 37 reading we’ve heard. Griswold said this reading is about “the resetting of broken bones.”

He said: “Through Baptism we are all caught up in this resetting of broken bones, which is the work of love in us. The Eucharist then is the unfolding of the mystery of communion over time, by which we are formed into a people of communion.”

We can hear that, can’t we, in the reading.

God commands Ezekiel to tell these bones that God is going to restore them… with breath… and ligaments… and sinews. God will pull this broken and desperate people out of their depression and misery and give them new life.

In our Christian story… on this morning… we recall the way God resurrected Jesus from the dead… to the surprise and astonishment and awe of Mary Magdalene and all the other followers of Jesus.

This resurrected Christ stands as the symbol to all who have felt the sting and pain of society’s hatred and rejection and have had our voices silenced or ignored by the powerful and privileged.

But Love will not go away or be put down so easily.

Through the waters of our own Baptism… we have been made one with the Crucified Jesus who triumphed over the grave.

Our bones… dry and brittle… at odds with one another… can be made into a living, breathing, and healthier community.

While the world keeps pushing for us to divide ourselves… and dismember Christ… Love insists on coming back from the dead…and piecing us back together.  

The light keeps piercing through the darkness.

We are brought back together in communion… no matter who we are…or what ideological positions we hold.

And through the sharing of bread and wine God re-members us back into the Body of Christ.

In just a moment… we are going to be renewing the vows made at our baptism.

It is in our baptism that our lives become joined like bone-to-bone into one Christian body.

Listen to those promises which we make with God’s help.

May we recommit ourselves to the mission of Love and putting our trust in a God who is ready to breathe us back to life.

In the name of God… F/S/HS.

 


Thursday, January 27, 2022

Ordination to the Sacred Order of Priests

 




It was a long time coming. And more often than not, I didn't think it would ever happen that I would be accepted into the Sacred Order of Priests. 

Not many people who see this blog have read my journey from the start. A search of the label "faith journey" will give you lots of links to past entries if you're interested. It has been a long, very strange, sometimes terrifying (for me), intensely joy-filled trip. 

I'm posting the link to the Video of the service at St. Barnabas Episcopal Church, Valdosta, GA. Officially, I am now the Priest-in-Charge at St. Barnabas. People wanted to know "Why not rector?" It comes down to money; they don't have enough in their bank account to afford a full-time priest, so I am very part-time and bivocational. My massage clients are thrilled, even if I am not as available to them as I was before seminary. 

I'm sure I will have more to say about my experience of being ordained at some point. I'm still processing my emotions. It was incredible, not because anything "happened" in the moment. But I do feel as if people at St. Barnabas are taking me just a little more seriously than they did before my ordination on the 22nd of January. 


One of the things I was the most nervous about was the time following the service. I knew that was a time when people line up to be blessed by the new priest. This is something they don't prepare you for in seminary. There is no class in "blessings." There is no textbook. There is just you. And God. And a person kneeling before you. 

And, as has happened many times in this journey, God showed up. It was as if my one and only role was to greet the person and then lay my hands on their head and begin to pray. The words were sounds coming from my mouth, but the actual statements were coming from somewhere else. I cannot recollect what I said to any individual. I just met them, as a priest and a person who has known what it is to turn to God in desperation and celebrate with joy when I see good things come together. And then the words poured forth lot a steady stream of crystal-clear water.

The first person to ask me for a blessing: the bishop of Georgia who had just ordained me and made me a priest. This was an amazing statement. Once upon a time in this diocese, the likes of me were intentionally, deliberately, and cruelly excluded from entering into this ministry. That changed at the diocesan convention in 2013 (you can find the stories of this if you research "Episcopal" under the 2013 entries. And here we are, almost nine years later, and I am blessing the bishop who was the Canon to the Ordinary at that important change in the diocese of Georgia. Meanwhile, in Florida, LGBTQ+ Episcopalians must still search for the crumbs falling from the table in Jacksonville, and if it's a call to ordained ministry they seek, well...they might as well study what happened to Hagar in Genesis 16. We can serve near the altar, but we are not allowed to get behind it.

As part of the weekend, I was given a break from preaching. My good friend from seminary, the Rev. Hailey Jacobsen, did a magnificent job of setting the stage for me and this flock I'm called to lead to pay attention to the Spirit as it has been laid upon us. What a joy to have had her serving with me at my first celebration of the Eucharist. 

I'll have a sermon up for the 4th Sunday After Epiphany, and the remarks that I am making to the congregation of St. Barnabas at our Annual Meeting. 

Peace be with you, my readers...whoever you are and wherever you may be. God is love.