This has been a particularly rough patch for me personally. I have lost two friends, one a year older...the other a year younger than me... this past month to cancer. In between mourning and funerals was the latest Mickee Faust cabaret, a celebration of new ministry in Valdosta at Christ Church, and my spring clergy conference on the Georgia coast. Following that, I traveled to last week to Fayetteville to participate in the funeral of my younger friend, the Rev. Leslie Roraback. And after our service at St. Barnabas this past Sunday, I drove through a massive traffic headache on I-75 to get to back home to Tallahassee to attend the memorial service St. John's held in honor of Leslie who had been their associate rector.
I didn't know if I would have the ability to write a sermon through exhaustion and tears. But I did. And I have a feeling that I had a couple of angels who were hovering over my shoulders to help me get it done in fits and starts. See what you think.
Texts:
Acts 7: 54-60, John 14:1-14
Following Jesus is not for the faint of
heart.
To actually walk the walk…and talk the
talk…of the one who keeps pointing the way to Love takes practice…patience…and
an ability to handle the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune and the sea of
troubles that will come.
Now I want to be clear: to follow Jesus
and to live out our Christian faith in this world does not necessarily
put us in mortal danger.
Despite what some might want to say and
trumpet on any number of social media platforms…we Christians of the United
States are not a persecuted minority.
This is not Somalia or North Korea.
Even with the declining number of people
attending churches in this country…. Christians still have an out-sized
statistical advantage over other religious groups.
And we are still ahead of that growing
number of people who say they don’t have any religious affiliation at all.
Of course…that could change…in part
because of the way those who claim to be Christian are behaving…making gods of
out of other “things”…and not following Jesus.
But if we can take anything away
from the stoning death of Stephen…the first deacon and martyr of the church…
it’s that when we have the courage to speak from a place of faith in Jesus…not
everyone is going to receive it…and we may find ourselves facing hostility
because of it.
Because the way…the truth…and the life
that Jesus calls us to is one that doesn’t fit with what the culture counts as
strength.
Jesus was about teaching us to keep
looking beyond labels…and recognize the divine spark that lives in all
creation…both humans and animals and even in the plant life around us.
The more we seek connection
to one another…the closer we are getting to that vision…that dream of God…where
we might stop falling into the trap of wanting to dominate others in order to
feel as though we have some self-worth.
Now the interesting thing about Stephen
is that he apparently was very good at living into his faith…and doing the task
that he was given to do: to love and care for the Hellenistic widows of
Jerusalem…helping to feed them as well as the other widows in the city.
The whole reason the apostles made
Stephen and a few others into deacons was because the needs of both native Jews
to Jerusalem and the Greek-speaking population were so great they needed some
extra help.
But by Stephen doing these acts of
charity…and being faithful… he aroused the jealousy of some.
And…just like with Jesus… Stephen’s
detractors trumped up charges against him…and got some people to lie about him
to the council.
But unlike Jesus…this
man…described as having the face of an angel…decided to launch into a
lengthy…detailed lecture…tracing the history of Israel…and the way that the
people turned on Moses and the prophets.
And then he capped it off with accusing
the council members of being stiff-necked and killing Jesus.
While his speech was passionate…it wasn’t
the best way to win friends and influence people.
Just in the same way…screaming Bible
verses into a bullhorn and condemning people to hell if they don’t profess a
belief in Jesus is not the best kind of evangelism.
In fact…it’s pretty repulsive to most
people.
There’s a reason so many have turned
away from the church since the days of the Baby Boomers.
So this diatribe of Stephen’s wasn’t his
best moment…and still…it ended up serving a greater purpose.
His killing was an awful and extreme act
of retribution.
And…just as it did at the
crucifixion…the attack on Stephen sent the disciples scattering.
And out of those ashes came new
growth.
The disciples…coming in contact with
others outside of Jerusalem…began to quietly and carefully…share the
story of Jesus.
Philip would encounter the Ethiopian
eunuch who…upon seeing a pool of water…asked “What is to stop me from being
baptized?”
The same happens with Peter who finds
the Roman centurion Cornelius and his family in Caeserea.
And as we heard this morning…standing in
the crowd that was attacking Stephen was Saul…who would undergo his own massive
conversion on the road to Damascus…and would become the prolific New Testament
writer Paul.
What others did as an act of evil…God
salvages and Love transforms it for good.
I think about these moments such as this
one with Stephen…and the crucifixion of Jesus.
I note that in both cases…they didn’t
give in to bitterness.
Even as others are attacking them and
killing them…they still kept their eyes fixed on Love.
For Jesus…he prayed Psalm 22... a psalm
of lament that ultimately keeps the heart fixed on God who is merciful.
For Stephen… he had that vision of Jesus
at the right hand of God… and his faith and trust in Jesus’s ways led him to
pray for forgiveness for those persecuting him.
I think about how anchoring ourselves in
our faith…tapping into that lifeblood of Love that is around us…is our true
superpower in times of trouble and turmoil.
It has helped me and so many others when
things in the world seem so bleak…or unjust and out of whack with that vision
that God has of us living in harmony with each other and the rest of creation.
I’m wondering who else might have had
that experience?
Have any of you experienced something
that felt like a set back of some kind…and through some form of prayer or even pleading
to God… that you found your way through that time of trouble?
(Leave a moment for this. If nothing
comes…move on.)
The thing is that we are always going to
face challenges and difficulties. And Jesus knew that would happen big time for
the disciples.
That’s why John records his extended
goodbye speech to them…starting with this famous portion with “I am the way,
the truth, and the life.”
Those who have learned from Jesus…and
listened to Jesus…and absorbed all that…have all that they need to survive
life’s tempests as they come.
When we partake of the bread and the
wine at this table…we’re not only receiving into our bodies the elements that
bring us solace….but this meal is about giving us the strength and renewal to
face the challenges put in our path.
Love is the feast served at this table.
Keep that in mind this morning as you
receive the bread and the wine…and may it feed us so we are ready to feed the
world.
In the name of our One Holy and
Undivided Trinity.


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